Tuesday 22nd January 2008

From Speranza (Melboure, Australia)


I want to thank Maurizio and Luca to have created with the web a public and fair mean able to reach all... whom want really to be reached.

The purpose, the vision of this global project of peace and the reading of the document "The Rule of the Divine Constitution. The Code of Love" and experiencing in life what is declared in the Rule of the Divine Constitution.... with Maurizio and Ilvana have had on me a first deep impact as always happens when we catch a glimpse of the truth’s flares. You keep on walking toward that Light, you look at yourself, reconsidering what is really important for you to know or to ri-know (recognize), from what you can neglect forever.

I hope that the desire to riconsider ones positions and oneself is contagious like has happened to me since I came in contact with you.

From that moment I have started to recognize, and to graze the resistances that were hardening me, to trust myself and little by little to trust the other; to abandon myself to ri-unify myself. The search of the union with the All, with The Father, to ri-appropriate my own being, to live also in the sense of the “Us”.

Few small and great footsteps, in which Maurizio and Ilvana have sustained me with intelligence and generosity.

It was already a need present during the years lived in Milan, or rather up to three years ago. Milan is a city without any doubt fascinating, rich of tradition, crossroad of migrations and experiences of life. Unfortunately, in the last periods I felt squeezed from that city that had given me so much, that I have loved so much especially through my father, an artist and pianist playing life in bars in the period of the “Milan to drink”. In fact they drunk it!... and to live there had become impossible. The lack of space; the impossibility to see some resolution among the annoying excess of hedonism becomed rule in Italy and a regular function of the things; the ephemeral context of the TV where I worked, all contributed to push me out of my center.

I worked within the television productions as costume designer, but luckily I kept on thinking with my head. I have cultivated a strong interest for the arts for a long time, I studied fashion, custom and aesthetics.

The creativeness is a great tool of freedom, of interpretation, of the world. In the fashion I saw the beauty the search of the perfection. In the costum I recognized the history and the human behavior, the style, but the style by now it was an awareness for me... even if from time to time I didn’t care, the style is above all “understatement” isn’t it?! Then, who am I? My family, my values. Where was all that? It was already thrown to the lions, always the same ones!

The element even more characterizing in me it is perhaps a strong empathy for the other and the interest to the themes related to the human.

A constant intellectual escape initiated in Brera, at the University, and entirely unconsciously on the tracks of Rodolfo Arico' an extraordinary person and teacher, abstract painter, that has cradled us in that very beautiful cultural context, in that heaven of the freedom of ideas, a factory of colture. I would want to remember Rodolfo Arico' which, in an compendium edition of scenography that I pick up from time to time, he writes:

... “The thing that more moves us, men of the modernity (in cyclical sense, not philosophical) is the vibrating gasp of Prometeo that, conjugating the divine, breaks the rules to give the fire of the wisdom to the men. This is an energy that survives the short-lived civilizations, that overcomes time and lives as sap in the spirit of the men of every epoch”.

It was already clear that to which we have been called. An invitation to overcome and to overcome ourselves, from which we hardly can step backwards, even if we were very lost in the complications of life, as often happens, I have never stopped searching, desiring, also for the simple desire to search the meaning of life and things.

For so many years I have let myself be transported in the so many unhappy days, of need of growth and certainly many pleasent days, in which more or less knowingly I have never stopped evolving.

It has been with you however that lifting myself, in erect position I have accepted consciously to continue to evolve, with the conclusive data to live in a new country, a very different environment, with the new family of the world, the brothers that I had never stopped loving.

Full of the energy of this marvelous place, light, space and hope, only now I can coordinate my growth with the others and with the All.

It’s the dream that renews itself, as bud of life, but it’s not all only evanescence.

Finally new routes and new means appear to go through.

Lifts your eyes, you will see the moon that sleeps in the sunny sky of the afternoon...

The dream comes true.
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